Busy Bride

I'm back! Sorry for the delay again, time is flying by and leading me into nervousness that is driving me crazy! Time has really flown by and I feel if I blink August 4^th will be here already. I have been a busy bride these past couple of weeks. I have accomplished so much with the help of my wonderful mother. All I have left is to pick out a tasty cake. Picking out the formal wear was a feat of its own. My brother and fiancé are extremely silly and it was a task to get them to pick out a tux that was suitable for the Wedding. After rolled eyes and some pleading they picked one out. It is nice but not exactly what I wanted. Oh well, I guess I can't have everything I want, well yes I can but I let that one go haha! We found a wonderful seamstress here in Harlingen….she is the absolute best! She makes Cotillion, Algodon, Wedding dresses, etc. you name it….she does it! I may add that she does it exquisitely. She is awesome! At the end of the month, (April 29^th to be precise) will be a year that Steven and I have been engaged! I swear it has flown by. In less than 4 months I will be a bride and a wife. WOW! When I said "Yes" I knew that I would one day be Steven's wife but now it is truly sinking in and honestly a little scary. I won't be Liz Banda anymore I will be Elizabeth Ritter…an adult. Sometimes I wish I was still a little kid with no worries in the world. I know that my life with Steven is going to be an adventure full of wonderful surprises but, it is always a little scary when you start a new chapter in your life. I think, who is going to take care of me, who is going to pay for me, or when I get sick again or who is going to feed me…my parents do that but now Steven and I are a family. YIKES haha! Oh no, I have to do it! I don't want you to think I am a baby. I can take care of myself. I did it in college, I am capable but I always knew Mommy and Daddy were there in the backburner ready to catch me if I fell. I know it is just jitters and when I say "I do" and look into Steven's beautiful blue eyes I will know that I am home again.